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To decide 

From Latin decidere "to decide, determine," literally "to cut off," from de "off" (see de-) + caedere "to cut" (from PIE root *kae-id- "to strike").

It has been a few years, from 2017 to be precise, that I've been looking at Psychology courses and an alternative for my current career but there was always something on the way... today there are still things in the way but I will do it anyway. 

It will be good for me to learn and the commitment is not that hard, once a week, for 2 years, for 10 months in a year. I mean, it's doable. 

I am not sure how my husband will react, I know he will worry about the cost and the time I will be away but in the end, I know he will be on board with my decision. 

I need to see if this could work for me. 

The future is uncertain, I have very few chances of success and I am tired of leaving for the next day, next season, when the kids are older, when I am more prepared, for after we move.... the odds seem to be against me if that is the case then...what am I waiting for? 

I will give the Universe a chance, after all, It loves uncertainty. 

Giselle C.