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directly from Latin meditationem (nominative meditatio) "a thinking over, meditation," noun of action from past-participle stem of meditari "to meditate, think over, reflect, consider," a

I'm grateful for the opportunity to grow. For being this person willing to evolve, to want to go forward. I don't know what made me, me but I am grateful. 

I am grateful for my precious Beatrice my little ray of sunshine, she was the one to start this healing process in me.  No words can explain my gratitude to her. 

My strong girl, my bringer of joy. She started my metamorphosis. 

For the last few days most particularly, the last two days its been difficult to process things, and many of my activities were left for later. O feel bad about this but I also needed time to heal. Time to let things settle. 

I am grateful for having this clarity, and for understanding that there are things way beyond my control. I don't like that but this is what I have to accept. 

Life is constant work, and if you are lucky life is a time for constant growth. I sometimes look back and regret having lost so much time on unimportant things. it hurts me to think that but then I remember how far I have come, I am always moving forward and this is something I do not regret about me.