That's what I need. Another meltdown. Another trigger. Another hour of crying and despair. My patience stretched so thin I can barely see it. Feel it. I am drained, he is drained. we are all drained. 

He is not ready yet, it doesn't matter how much I do or try. It is on his time and on his time alone that things will happen.

A little magic would help...

 “And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it.” - Roald Dahl

 I know I will find it, we will find it, and so will he. 

Amen to that. 

Giselle C.